Well last night I had a very, VERY wierd dream that I had a baby.
And in this dream, I had someone watching my baby for me while I was across the street at a store. My babysitter had taken my baby into a cafe, and suddenly I see her running out like a mad woman with baby spit up all over her. It looked like for a brief moment baby had turned into Regan MacNeil and projectile spit up all over my poor babysitter. So he comes in and is crying and tells me she can't do it anymore and I have to take my baby home (which I was just thinking, why would she leave my baby all alone in a crowded coffee shop!). So I walk over and I have to disassemble the stroller, and it was like trying to pitch a tent. Nothing was working right, and in my dream it took about an hour just to get the stroller to work right. So I wake up this morning, just terrified out of my mind. Possibly because I would in fact be living this in reality right now if I hadn't had a miscarriage. I do not know what sparked this dream, and it made me really nervous for actually having children.
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