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Why does being lied to hurt so much? Why does the same person keep coming in the picture in a manner in which they don't need to be? It makes me feel worthless, angry and sad. My heart hurts so much right now. Besides this screen I am laying in a dark room, tears rolling down my face and all I want to do is scream. Here I am, away from my family, lonely...and he hides these things from me. I don't believe you anymore...why should I. You think you lie so well...but the truth is the slight rise in your voice, the small shutter...the facts that I do have...they have put you in a position where I can't trust you. Just when I think I can you prove me wrong. How could you? Are you willing to throw it all away over her? Prove to me you want me. Don't just tell me...show me.