I hate so many things

But mostly I hate that I feel like you think you can do whatever you want and I have to be the one to put up with it.
I hate that I can tell you everything, no matter what it is...yet you can't tell me anything.
I hate that you talk to her so much. I know there is a reason for it sometimes, but to go on and have conversations with her is just unneccessary.
I hate that you expect things from me, yet you can't do the same yourself.
I hate that I have no idea what you are thinking.
I hate how much I am trying, and yet I don't know if it is all going to be for nothing.
And yet, I still love you more than I can even bear at times.