So Busy With Baby

Well Jaxson Joseph Stokes made his entrance on April 24th at 2:52 pm. Its been 6 weeks since then, and it has gone by too fast. I was supposed to be back to work July 9th, but I am needing the money so I am going back early...I leave tomorrow. Unfortunately my job is 2 hours away from where I live, and because Joe and I are not completely situated with our jobs, I won't be getting an apartment right away. Which means I have to leave my baby here, my mother watching him during the day and Joe being with him when he gets home from work. It really just hit me tonight, and I must say it is so hard leaving him for a week (or weeks) at a time. I almost feel like I can't do it, I don't know how work is going to go. Am I going to have  a breakdown my first week back? This is really the one of the most difficult things a mother could possibly do.